Thursday, September 1, 2011

"The Higher You Go, The More Sap There Is"

My daughter climbs high into the pine trees and returns to me covered in tree sap.  It's everywhere:  hands, feet (she climbs barefoot!), arms, and all over her new white shorts.  They're ruined. 

The next day, she climbs again.  More sap.  More ruinous results.  What can I do?  Do I ban tree climbing?  I imagine her high within those limbs, smelling the sweet pine oil, and enjoying the wind on her face.  Once, I climbed so high into a pine tree that I could see the top of my own house.  Something about that vantage point gave me confidence as a little girl.  Marked by sap, I returned to the earth happier. 

That horrible sap!  But I know this:  Just because there's sap doesn't mean she shouldn't climb.  And the higher you want to go, she tells me, the more sap there is.  Perhaps every truly great pleasure brings its own form of darkness--its own trouble and cost--and we learn to account for it and manage it.  We learn to battle it because the higher we go, the more trouble comes.  I find this true spiritually and emotionally especially.  The more we embrace God, the more the enemy pursues.  The more we love, the more we risk.  

But we're ready.  We are willing because the vantage point we gain delivers a certain joy.  What's a little sap in light of this joy? 

Besides, we discover that Pine Sol cleaner really does remove tree sap from white shorts.  

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Journal:  Have you found that the higher you go, the more sap (trouble!) you experience? 


3 comments:

Sarah said...

Reading about your daughter and her tree climbing adventures reminds me of my own childhood!

I would climb high in to the old maple tree in my backyard and find a good spot to read and enjoy the world...

Thanks for bringing me back!

joan said...

Yes, this is true spiritually too. The higher your calling, the greater level of intensity of the trials you will experience in your life. Sometimes, out of pure exhaustion I have asked God for a lower level. However, then I realize there are many souls attached that will impact the Kingdom, and therefore I am grateful to be called.

Angela said...

Just wondered if you'd tell me where you teach? I love your writing and very much am trying to choose a college.. :)ed